Oh self…where are you?
The power is out. Again. I’m typing this by the way of a gas lamp and all I need is a petticoat and a bonnet, be pregnant with 6 babies and I’ll be back in the olden times.
Anyway, let’s not dwell on the craptacular things.
Things I realised today:
- I freaking hate garlic. Really I do. I had pizza for dinner and the garlic on it has been haunting my taste buds ever since. I vow, here and now that I will never eat garlic again.
- I am grateful that my sister is okay and when I hugged her today I really meant it, instead of it being just something you do.
- I want to thank the people at Apple and Logitech for inventing ipods and docking stations, without it I would be sitting here in total silence. You have my gratitude.
- My feet are cold. Actually I just realised that now.
- J snores. Okay that I also just realised. I’m really controlling the urge to tickle his nose with a ribbon.
- I am grateful for my laptop battery and wireless modem.
Picture for the day. It’s the little case my modem came in.
Okay so this is a very weak attempt at a post. I just don’t know what to say, it’s like I’ve lost my blogging mojo. It’s just…gone. I don’t know if it’s just all this crap happening that’s making me a little negative towards everything. I don’t want to be a complainer. I don’t want to feel like this. It’s just all these little things that add up and then builds up and I tend to be afraid that if I get too negative I’ll chase people away so I just ignore it and work it out on my own time.
Am I wrong for feeling like this? Am I unreasonable? I just don’t know if I’m justified in feeling this way, am I over reacting?
I also apologise for not replying to anyone’s comments, or commenting on any blogs. Will rectify that asap. Will also pull myself together and I’ll be my old self in no time I’m sure.
*hugs*
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HUGS BACK!
You are SO not unreasonable or wrong for feeling that way! I would (and do) feel the same way!
Also I love the work Craptacular and will be using it form now on!
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Thank you Rosy!! And you’re welcome to the word. It’s a great word isn’t it?
Yay for Apple! And Logitech I guess… heheh. xP
But anyway, yea, yay for wireless modems too! =D -hugs- Hopefully the power’ll be back on soon. <
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Thanks I hope so too!
YAY.
I’m glad your lap top is still working ok. Hope the power is on soon.
Argh..I just made garlic mashed potatoes. I know I certainly don’t want to over do it on garlic or onions. Once Josh made these burgers with onions like white castles..and he ate a whole plate of them because he loved them so much..then of course, he threw up and vowed never to have any onion of any kind.
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I hope so too Ivy. I love onions, but too much also makes me sick.
you’ll get over it in no time girl, all the pent-up emotions can take its toll and one day just take for an emotional roller coaster ride. but you’ll be fine. it can be dizzying, but that’s also the point when you feel yourself growing the most. it’s when things are falling apart that everything will actually come together again. or something like that.
i hope you feel better soon! {{ hugs }}
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Thank you Odette. I appreciate your comment! **hugs**
Don’t fret about losing your blogging mojo. It happens to ALL of us at one time or another. Sometimes it comes back, and sometimes it doesn’t, and either way, that’s okay.
Lots of less-than-positive stuff has happened to you recently. You’re not whining or complaining. And your blog is your place to vent. It’s what it’s here for.
Don’t write garlic off entirely. You might not like it now, but try it again in a few years. Sometimes I find my taste buds have matured, and now I like it. For the record, I don’t do raw or barely cooked garlic. I like it when it’s thoroughly cooked, and nice and mellow.
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Thank you Blue. I’m sure it’ll return soon.
I may have to try it again in a few years but I have to admit I’m pretty put off by it. Maybe the garlic on the pizza was too raw?
That’s so scary about your sister. I almost pooped myself it scared me so much.
I got scared when my car got broken into and the perpetrator was long gone. I can’t imagine what I would do if my car got jacked.
I knew there were issues in SA with theft crimes, but I didn’t know it was quite as terrible as it sounds. Yikes! I’ve always wanted to visit SA because it looks so pretty and interesting. I still want to visit, but it sounds so scary X.X.
But hey, it seems like all I do in my blog is bitch bitch bitch. I actually created it at first to bitch about customers at my Starbucks. Ewwey. ><
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It is scary but what can you do? It’s not like we can just hide ibn our houses forever right? They once broke into our house and I felt so violated and scared so I know how that feels, the fact that they were gone didn’t really matter.
Ha!! It’s worth it coming here, so don’t let it scare you away. lol
I’m sure you’ll be fine and no doubt the lack of blogging enthusiasm comes as much from the little things bringing you down as the pressure to blog each and every day with your photo-challenge. Blogging is great fun when you’re doing it because you have something to say or just because you want to. Anything becomes a little bit tedious when suddenly you know you *have* to do it. I wouldn’t worry about it. Sit back and enjoy the upcoming long weekends
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I think that’s part of it P. I mean, I never used to blog over weekends and with the challenge I have to. I’m glad I did it though, just to show myself that I could.
YAY for long weekends.
no need for apologies and it’s ok if your blogging enthusiasm is low, it will pick back up. we still <3 your blog if you don’t have time to comment!
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Thanks hun!
I think it’s picked back up Ria, at least a little if not completely.
You’re a trooper and I love your positive attitude! Life is sometimes just a crazy ride isn’t it? I hope you have a wonderful week off of work!
*big hug*
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Thanks K!
**Big hug back!* Life is such a vindictive cow sometimes you mean!!